Sch� � nere corpses V. - Opinio

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���� We love all the evidence, that apparent when the come to mind the saying entf� leads �:? It is true.? This always takes place in the text instead, or as text and has little contact with the eyes to do, how at first glance I could k� �. So heißt it, daß nothing is as it seems. Daß Nothingness does not appear, it is selbstevident, because if something seems, it's a little. This is nothing but the absence of everything, those big dark, the schwa � rzer nor as black. The only exception to this sentence is the sun, because it is nothing if it is not shining, and everything if it does it. This may thus have to do it daß times in premature gray Ur notes were just a sun as its own, and everything else slips daß still it is derived. But I'm not white, I have so Approximately hr only fr� � her reads.
��� The sentence, however, beyond all the nonsense yet a deeper sense of nothingness except llig � v� l� � sst before. He says na � mlich, daß until something seems, it still is not, na � mlich, what it is, but just only what it seems. If we object to the subject of walking, the heißt, daß behind it, things should look, or, once issued, to what we see, not the zuzutrauen, daß it is what it is. If you do once, then the sun is not flat, that seems but a red fire ball that emits b� � se. Then the moon is no longer good, so quiet, but a cold W� � ste stone and dust.

���� All this is a quote from the diary, which had created Bernd Niemann, when he started his solace in writing and in search of alcohol. His letter was from the outset, philosophically, the heißt actually unusable, and the alcohol got the role, he dara � � ber hinwegzutr� costs. Every few days he saß evening in the 'Old R� � mer' behind the fireplace, invisible for all the front saßen and paraded past him, if they had to the toilet. There, he suggested to his diary and wrote. If he was drunk enough, and that was f� � r it is not a question of quantity of alcohol, but the attitude, then he continued his expensive F� � llfederhalter and started for example: The way to fame. Then he sat beda � chtig behind a question mark, held a moment and then wrote: The detours for rum Then he could imagine many dara � ber write his daß � � ber of the tea was another daß � � ber heißes ran water and sugar, and then gave it does not hold anymore. When the daughter of the landlady at home and passed him, touched his eyes they are sympathetic and he went to another via text, re-inspired.

���� Nobody was allowed to look in his diary that he h� � ing it as his full chance whiskey � ser. His records sounded so apparently, it daß Dafa � r h� � tte lock can be activated. Whenever it's morning and midday � � vast without alcohol had done, was the point at which its synapses began to click and hold no longer was. Where the other T� � activity of the brain that everything Useful bring what the day succeed l� � sst, � � bersprang it with him the intermediate stages of the brain to stick around and floated free in the space of only evident: He then explored the secret messages, the glory of the f� � hren rum and no more back. He looked then, others would � ren are desperate for meaning where he formulated after he has lost. He sought not in the hope to find something that he just wanted to escape that nothing that is served every morning aufmachte him until the evening catch. As I write, I am, spa � rte he, and he wrote that as more � � fter the freest associations inside and pulled out so it turned out, what else was there.

���� Bernd is my only good friend and this is also my best friend. I am also the only one of him now when writing about the shoulders must watch. What unites us is what we are missing, and that is why we write for both. Here we are trying in various ways to create order and therefore can write texts we also compare them. What makes us different is daß I still drink less alcohol than he does. That do I, but only in that I do not keep him with me.

���� I bring my � � brige person solely in such Execution � hrlichkeit here in this text, because I l� � NGST is constantly appear, as a main character. Once I have the steep path of thoughtfulness without sufficient evidence in accordance � BeA UGEN Nina and the finger-package that was hochgestiegen viewpoint from which I'll � � berblickte what Sch� � ne hergab prospect, you simply state it is around the temple on the Neroberg I see myself facts � chlich then down in the big city from the bus and the few steps up to the Dotzheimer 'Old R� � mer' go. The winter had brought bright sunshine, but now it was really slow cold. Fr� � � � stelnd I opened the door to the local r, begr� � ßte the landlord and his wife, even with the extended arm pointed to the rear, behind the fireplace:? He is already there and writes? as always.? The landlord begr� � ßte with me? A Steinm� � cher!? and I replied as witty as I could:? Always one after the other.? I am a language and I � chemacher the white, but I almost always get at least a friendly response.

���� Bernd remained seated and wrote with more rights, whereas his left zuwinkte me. I waited until he was finished and then my wine was already there, and we stießen to each other. ? On the night side of life?, He toasts me, and I replied,? And on their Sch� � nen Augen.? We grinned at us. It was a ritual. The first glass, he gave something before, and I had to parry, and the second I was on it. When one of us for the first time, repeated the other asked, I no longer white, who it was, we daß never twice the same say d� � rften. These were the things that our friendship fortified, the ritual and familiarity in the unspoken.

���� But as this story, as I am inclined, they have to identify forms that threaten auszuufern, I would like for all untidiness but Next systemise something. The worst-B� � cher, I find, are Schreibtischb� � cher, which are generally one in the chapters too long. Then there is Sesselb� � cher, in which the chapters already be l� � nger d� � rfen. The l� � ngsten cope with it in bed, especially if you're alone, like so many. About Badewannenb� � cher l� � sst is difficult, because I remain especially in winter times like a lesson in the tub, whereas in summer I prefer the shower, and Duschb� � cher prohibit Itself My book should be, so I had been determined (I write it like everything always post factum) a Klobuch, and a chapter about likely d� � l� � nger never be an extended meeting time. Since the chapters are too short but ließe, I have here on Chapter dispositions waived. This is just to declare � rung f� � r fr� � her already said.

���� Bernd and I were a bar acquaintance, and we visited us grunds� � useful never at home. We did not even take a walk together or go to the cinema or what non-gay men M� � otherwise in such a way you can drive. This was tremendously strengthened our friendship, we just do not put them in danger. When I was around, BeWa � leads up to my yesterday's visit to the Christmas market. We could of course also no one in this pub guide, what with Bernd l� � NGST was no longer a problem, he fell Dafa � r eh but nobody more. In my humble acquaintance I wanted him again do not expect them h� � tten nothing with it you can begin.

���� We therefore temples � rften Next once silently in our wine, and then lifted to Bernd:? Well, what's so?. - I go? S as good as ever.? - I unfortunately?, He gave back. Our talks that began � � � often so usually, after we first Anfa length behind us had. Bernd was always as if he's already experienced everything h� � tte, and everything would � sste and not much more � � Brig had remained. I had even a basic vocabulary to keep hope, and saw him only once a week.

���� In our first encounter in the 'Old R� � mer', as the shop was proppenvoll and I then regardless of his protests, he had it poured in Stra � draußen men, we were so short in the talks � ch came daß it right again faltered. He had set aside his diary, and someday, he had me b� � se angeguckt asking? Have you seen this movie yesterday?. -?? What?. -? Well, the, where the Michael Douglas Sharon Stone looks between his legs and she has nothing.? -? Has it really does not? I asked back. ? So - I did not exactly seen.? No problem, we only daß times not really into talks � ch came.

���� A nnergespr� M� � � ch, will you say now, and you are perhaps not the accusation put in the sound, but like a dark cloud over the suspended sentence be untouchable, like a sword of Damocles, which is self versch� � rft until reißt the thread. But of course! I will reciprocate, we should be about one Frauengespr� � ch f� � hren? This � rde I would then also not nice for you, young woman, and therefore I will have you in the future duzen.
���� � chlich fact remained but then we l� � nger time on this issue, but not immediately, perhaps more with existing female pubic hair was involved, but with the f� � r some pretty lengthy sex scenes with Sharon Stone at the end not only on top, but the poor policemen still rides almost shame, whereas it looks quite healthy. The man, who with so little l� � nger time watching, and that alone, and this actress some Attraktivit� � t can not deny, from head to foot not, must constantly make a decision: Hole I make a down or watch me now so, as if my sweetheart beside me s� � Aye, that is quite civilized, and in contrast to the two that are in all public extensively �-v� � rules - or do I turn off the box from Glotz.

���� We had them both off, and no love in the process - and we still had to end the film seen. And we had then in the pub and not about the movie entertaining, but about the things he did with us. Here we came to the hundredth of thousands and were then found daß we are both in the absence of other entertainment h� � quite often films looked.

���� The week afterwards, I broke the silence after the first toast as well, automatically, by I? Marilyn Monroe? einwarf. Bernd winked at me and said then? Norma Jeane?. Then I replied, alluding to our first and most recent entertainment:? Hochflog When her skirt, he had a H� � European, which today would no longer sexy � re. Imagine, Michael Douglas h� � tte between her legs and she geguckt h� � tte so what angehabt.? ? ? Well, you say yes, you've seen nothing.? -? F� � r me it was anything between her legs just dark.? -? You see, if Fr� � ulein Stone Marilyn white covering everything between angehabt H� � h� � tte, then h� � ttest least you see something you can.? After all, we were dara � ber when? You? arrived.

���� I write in spite of the better articles, but in talks � ch I have a certain Überlegenheit Bernd concede. He had brought me there now, where I look for a change of topic search h� � tte m� � ssen or so, daß I should start now, Dara � ber to preaching, daß so many prefer to remain invisible, it can be charming daß Beha � lt But I knew even then he daß with a grin unversch� answered mten � h� � tte.

���� This time, he began again:? Charles Bronson ... You've got the DVD.? ? ? Claudia Cardinale?, I replied and looked at him erwartungsfroh. ? Oh, what?, He reacted to it. ? If he sits on the platform and the fly buzzing, it's so quiet and heiß, daß the fly is getting louder, h� � ttest you can not even feel like demn� � ChST loszuballern? ? ? Thus, we can not continue?, I fought that whereas I was a little queasy. ? But times an entirely different genre, you have the repetition of the Schr� � elephant in the round seen? ? ? Yes, and you can declare me ren why everyone says he has seen it, even though everyone else always says, daß he was not doing so.? -? So, I've been at my first viewing, because I had vessels � hl, which k� � could be interesting. I had a short time before the election results on the radio belong � rt.? -?? I do not think so, so what I did for the last time a hundred years ago, with cabbage and seen it up to repeat this ever again. I think people give it this, because Schr�der was lying down, which was worth seeing so that you later admit could be switched to.? -?? So I think rather, they are talking about dara � ber, because it was not easy to concentrate on his presentation to make a rhyme. Was he drunk? He had previously gekokst? Had his Doris him and called him, Putin daß them on behalf of the Russian people have had a child? Do you understand? -? No, I do not understand and you understand it is not.? -? Okay, so once again: Marilyn Monroe.? I will make this brief, we came very quickly to Arthur Miller, then to Norman Mailer, very briefly to Andy Warhol and Truman Capote then. Now h� � tten we loose on Holly Golightly able to come, but this did not happen more, and the hieß do not really like that. However, Audrey Hepburn hieß they are not, right?
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��� Before you, the good readers are right, if you now argue daß our merkw� � � rdige friendship mainly chlich on film reviews and � "similar concentrated, and therefore quite � � � rmlich and Erba rmlich was, I must briefly argue daß now the two women occurred, which is equal to our table to be set. But back to your argument: Well, young woman, this is true the problem is not! We had no common acquaintances, about politics and the ruin of Germany daß pushes forward, we are not talking, Football and cars, we do not really consider hnenswert �, and what, dear Marie, would then � � Brig. Our common friend we knew from the same films, and hand on heart, they are not much more interesting, dear Sarah, and Tamara, as yours; Furthermore, they see not much better, and experience they are not much more than all the others in your apartment building? Or, dear Annette, now insist that daß is also an even more correct to give a reality? Go through the evening once the residential quarter of the cemetery behind the Henkell Palace, and look at the real life in which the windows are not yet verrammelten the blue flashes twitch, whereas inside unsuspecting the whole family sits in front of the screen, no, not the whole family, for years of nfzehnj� M� � dchen is somewhere with the girlfriend at a party, and the years of siebzehnj� boy is also underway, but at least now almost grown. And the valid zwief� � rest of the family just looks at the medium, as elsewhere, the B� � r or just off the corpse is found, or how someone is cooking with someone, everyone knows except me. With so what you can not come to me, Anna-Marie!
���� Speaking of corpses, corpses, or rather, I noticed in our entertainment increasingly clear daß my Bernd thus could not comment. At least not with my corpses, Sch� � n or not Sch� � n, what's going on here for once does not matter.

���� But we had the past I Erza � hlen yes just leave at the moment in which the two ladies to join their M� � ntel test, besides the T� � r aufhingen and then in the pub around. I take it all in any case, we could from behind the fireplace but see nothing of it.
���� ? Mr. Niemann? Then one said, as both of our tables were approached. She had a brown Kosta � m, warm fabric, which she compensates by something, daß the skirt a anst�-employed far St� � ck � � ber knees ended. She had a h� � bschen Blond Schopf, Sch� � ne large eyes and a mouth, after which they issue their issue escalated a little: A h� � bsche woman in his best years and Woma � resembled even quite nice. Then I looked to the other, and the same I liked even better: She said nothing, and seemed somewhat embarrassed l� � chelte so. It was the L� � cheln, women Sch� � n, which will l� � cheln because they have nothing to say. These are the women who still have something to offer, where I usually have nothing more simple � llt.

���� With the smaller but fuller mouth introduced himself:? Schleiz by Nina Tagblatt. And that is Susanne Meyer, my friend.? Bernd remained seated and growled:? Phil Marlowe. Very pleased. But my office hours are on Mondays except on Wednesday from nine to ZWA � lf. Sorry, Revered. And sign up in advance with my Secretary of � rin.?

���� I was l� � NGST up and stood opposite the � ber, which is called Susanne and still l� � chelte, although their L� � cheln of force had lost. ? Hello? I said to her, and l� � chelte back, I was also not different. They started a new L� � cheln, took her hand briefly in the other, the two looked so united briefly and then back at me and I noticed this new daß L� � cheln something to do with me was when h� � tte I do with my short contact are encouraged.
���� ? Mr. Niemann, you are but it is incredibly important, I must speak it.? Bernd Nina saw this briefly, then to me hera � ber, to me high, and then murmured in commanding me to? Sit down.? Susanne looked short and a little frightened him hera � ber, then back to me and I could not be more different than they anzustrahlen. They beamed back.

���� Meanwhile, had those who presented themselves as Nina had just moved past me and on my chair set. ? W� � rden please f� � r my girlfriend still get a chair?, They called me. I immediately made myself out gathered at the tables earlier two St� � HLE and brought them back. There, I brought them into the hallway below, daß hardly had a pass. There was also no different. Susanne thanked me, then sat down, verschr� � nkte her arms under her chest and tried another L� � cheln.

���� Meanwhile, the innkeeper, and we tried to understand the daß were not so, the passage to the toilet and one Furthermore the kitchen m� � sse free. ? See?, Bernd now turned to the L� � chelnde,? Is no place here!? Now the landlord was a bit taken aback, the two women looked quite good and made a friendly, well-bred appearance. And so, he suggested:? Bernd, if you translated r� � on the bench against the wall and Freddy sits on the bank next to the fireplace, then it is.? The bank on the wall was too inconvenient to Bernd and the fireplace was too warm. Nina Schleiz but was immediately took the two St� � HLE, carried them back, came back and sat on the bench with the wall in R� � cken. ? The bank next to the fireplace is too warm?, Now my friend grumbled that obviously was much too nice to have a green � Ayer uprising to make. This consisted Susanne, who has again very briefly the L� � cheln was passed to the fireplace and beamed bank then to Bernd. ? That you do not need?, Rte I declare it now with all my Verf� � the H� � tion flichkeit,? I put myself on the bench and you take my chair.? -?? I find it gema � tlich here?, She gave me back,? Kuschelig right? and now also beamed back at me. ? Really? it came from me half ungl� � ubig back. And then I rode a devil, you know what, and I sat next to me. There was a Berza � � � hligen chair at the table.

���� ? Welcome to my regulars!? Bernd invited all of us played with comic seriousness and a ausgreifenden buildings rde On. ? What would like the ladies to drink? ? I will pay itself? Called my neighbor quickly between. ? Nonsense? Gave her blonde hair back,? The Next round goes to the house, publishing house ... up?, Erga � nzte then, when the host surprised her hera � berblickte.
���� ? We have just about Marilyn Monroe talking?, Bernd familiar now to the two and wanted something else then obviously Add � gen ? This is a topic Sch� � nes?, Nina laughed with the little round mouth to him hera � ber ... and then:? but they were the defending champion of Sascha, is not it?

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